Dissociative

I've been so detached

I don't know where I am

So dissociated

This state doesn't feel safe

I don't know how to escape

Disfigured face

Dysregulated state

Elevated for days straight

I haven't been able to sleep

My heart beat is too loud

I don't have her to keep me earth bound

I feel like I'm free falling

Not knowing when I'm gonna hit the ground

I'm scared

I look in the mirror

Staring into black holes in my eyes

Trying to see what's there

I can't believe I'm in here

Every

Single

Thing

Every memory

Every overwhelming feeling

Exists within this being

I can't believe

This is me

I don't feel like one piece

I feel trapped in a body

Living in a place I'm not supposed to be.